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But if your heart's not in it, for real.
Please dont try to fake what you dont feel.
If love's already gone,
Its not fair to lead me on.
Cause, i would give the whole world, for you.
Anything you'd ask of me, i'll do.
But i wont ask you to say,
I'd rather walk away.
If your heart's not in it.
The cold war had ended, the Belin wall's down, (haha) all's fine and nice and warm now. I reckon this is the worst one we've ever had. Nonetheless, we're back as strong as ever.
So many things happened over the past week. Good things, bad things, happy things, sad things. Okay, something's seriously weird abt my blogging style today. But, my class is scandalous. I've a kissing picture of Yuding and Alex,
 I've a picture of XueLin and JinKen kissing,
 EeCheng and KwokHoe,
 EeCheng and Nat,
 EeCheng and me,
 JinKen and me,
 Anyway, my classmates and i went for a singing session today,we seriously had a hell lot of fun. I was blog surfing a couple of days back. And i came across this blog whose blogger blogs in such a high standard of english with so much vocab. Apparently, she had an entry of a video blog and she cant speak for nuts. Sad huh, you can write yet cant speak. Okay, i'm currently uploading so many pictures and flooding quite a number of songs in my mini. Yay, i'm starting to love my life all over again.:D
What do you call that law again? Some Murphy's Law is it? When things always seem to go wrong when its the most crucial period. Yes exactly what happened last night. EoM's due today, major comp malfunction and i felt so helpless cos i couldnt even get the f comp working and to print my document. Final resort, i went to Mel's house at like 2345 just to get the document printed. Her family was up, all watching full house. Like yay!
Supper with Nat this morning. He's a joker and a clown lah. But the time spent with him was worth it, at least i dont have to pay bucks to be entertained. Yet, he gave me money instead. Hoho, returning money lah. And i shant blog abt the egg incident because only i can make myself angry blahblahblah.
Today was so well-spent. Yay : D
The week's been full of ups and downs, nonetheless its sunshine after the rain. Or maybe i think so.
I think AJ's funny. Some students have created this blog to criticise abt the school, and there was one part which went like this, Our P has an "in" and fashionable hairstyle and a celebrity look (hint: a dj from a chinese station). It seriously got me bursting out in laughter in the free access room and it was so embarassing.
Car wash today with the class! Its like the first time in my life that i'm washing cars. But i feel that i ate more than the calories i burnt. The car wash was so fun! We had a pretty fair number of customers. And i got poured water over by my classmate. Took so many random photos, blahblahblah
I'm struggling with my EoM. Dreads, i seriously hate Project Work.
I had so many people talking to me over the week! Okay lah, not alot. But given that i dont usually get called upon to sit down and have a nice chat with the adults, its pretty weird. First it was my form teacher, then it was my Dad, then it was my coach!
Mom and Dad are flying off for Swiss and Paris tomorrow. I wish i could tag along.
Back to the dumb EoM now. Boo.
You said goodbye, i fell apart. I fell from all we had. I never knew, i need you so bad.
I realised i've been such a fool crying over past relationships. And you're such an angel to appear in my life, bringing so much joy and happiness. I'm so glad our paths crossed. :D
M was laughing at my red and white attire today. She was like, JC still must wear?! But going to JC aint that bad actually, she has attachement today and on thursday.
So many embarassing things happened today. I feel like a pig.
Okay, i should stop being random. Anyhow, celebration in AJ suck a total shit. I was so bored, i followed a couple of the girls inmy class downt to the canteen for some snacks. Hoho, the vending machine was abit corked up. And there was a dangling packet of Twisties! Then there was this group of Indian guys who thought we put int he money alr just hat the packet of Twisties didnt fall out. So, they helped us tilt the machine and whoa! We got a packet of Twisties and 3 cups of instant noodles for free. The fun part wasnt the free goodies, it was how funny the guys thought we paid for the thing when actually we didnt. And then we sat down with a couple of J2 seniors and starting playing cards. Its like, sneaking out of celebration can get me free goodies and let me make a couple of new friends. Haha :D
I didnt watch Lake House in the end. :( I was too tired to.
And after weeks of craving for Popeye's chicken, i finally had it today. It was so good :D
You've got the power to make me weak inside;
Rachel / Rae
24th nov 1989
raeraerae_@hotmail.com
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